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Continued Thread: In which Harvey Dent meets a man who offers to heal him psychologically and he declines. And then he meets a vampire

Updated [personal profile] wolvesinthewalls journal with philosophy discussion websites on the nature of talking to children. She continues to have adventures

Plus Baby!Flood at TLV. I'm excited because I get to play him as not knowing the barge so he's going to run around looking for his sister and probably dragging around his bow and arrow and then wondering why his room doesn't have any toys. And Alison Kerry and Eric Matthews because they are awesome.

No other updates apart from looking for something to do with Kerry and the rest of them. Slowly but surely I'm making a massive list of all of the awesome things that are awesome in my life. The only thing is that next week is going to be busy. Finishing up application for foodstamps, can't do school, have to talk to family about school related stuff and see if maybe they can spring for the 300 dollars to get a netbook and or laptop.

The things that bother me is that my mother hasn't called me yet, and I can't find the Christmas cards she sent me.

On the homefront we had an absolutely wonderful Christmas. I was surprised by a number of gifts and will be cherishing several things-including a brand new wool coat. It's time to pay it forward and get what's coming to me so next week I've got to keep up this "give no fucks" attitude.

Some Useless photos of the stuff that I got for Christmas. )

This one time I had like, an awesome Christmas thanks to Friends and Family and I'm just...overwhelmed. Yes Virginia, there is a Santa Claus, there is a God, there is a divining force in the Universe. Time to earn more good karma especially when I think about some of the things I did over the summer. Yes guys, it does pay to give your foodstamps to other homeless guys and it does pay to give your last dollar 25 to another person who needs to ride the bus.

I promised though, no personal stuff without a cut or a warning so I need to point you guys to something specific.

The Devil's Carnival. The latest project from the masterminds behind Repo! the Genetic Opera takes you on a wild violent ride. Just what is the Devil's Carnival? Are we truly on our way to Hell? One please, I'm totally excited.

I'm trying to jumpstart the fandom bandwagon. ~ Fa'la'la guys let's all go to hell.

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Good lord I can't wait to get a better computer.
blackswanevent: (Shilo this is senseless)
A brief notation on the state of my gaming. )

Anyway, all of those things null and void. I quantified everything and arranged everything in [community profile] wolvesinwalls along with mirrors spread across livejournal, dreamwidth, and insanejournal. I classified each character by hogwarts house, some decided by pre-discussion and some decided by actually doing the individual test for the character. Then the same with their daemons/patronuses/all of those little questions that will eventually turn up in a meme/memes.

I snagged [personal profile] believe_in_me which was the name I wanted for Harvey eons ago.

I also snagged [personal profile] lastmanstanding for Hoffman on dreamwidth which...given that it looks like TLV might move is just an awesome set of circumstance.

I don't know how long the great move is going to last or just what people are going to be doing, but I went ahead and made icons for a bunch of people who I've been wanting to play but never had the balls to.

[personal profile] pigpuppets - ...I have this burning desire to learn just what the kids after SAW were doing. While John and Amanda rarely used kids (even Hoffman) we still have Daniel Matthews, Alison Gordon, and Rex and Morgan's unnamed daughter played by Bousman's niece. How did it affect them?

[personal profile] wolvesinthewalls - I literally found a copy of "The Wolves in the Walls" by Neil Gaiman on the bus two days ago. I'm utterly in love with it (obviously) and Lucy...well, I want to try playing a kid character. Lucy is just playing neat.

Those are the two I'm most excited about but I have canon review to do for [personal profile] acatwithglasses, Icons and journalbuilding for [personal profile] outforbloodinvegas, and finding a place to play [personal profile] amongthedead.

As much as I'm tempted to let [personal profile] lastmanstanding by the wayside since he only seems to serve as everybody's angry bitch and I want to play him as more then that I doubt that I can. After over a year of work Hoffman deserves some kind of happy ending or some kind of continuation where he can...function somewhat healthy.

I think that about covers my roleplaying news and represents the big "This is what I am spending my hiatus doing" post. If I can maintain this kind of dedication throughout next year and the other things that I want to do then allowing my hobbies to serve as my feelings in microcosm shouldn't happen and we can all get on with our lives without listless Carolyn running around and slamming fingers in doors.
blackswanevent: (The most accurate dolldevine)
So once upon a time, I was on this website called livejournal and I'd been on livejournal for years. I had this huge pile of drivel and crap that I went through and I posted a bunch of things and what should have been an organized blog of awesome turned into this huge diatribe about mental illness and the various ups and downs I went through as someone with mental illness and someone with crap parents who likes fandom goes through.

Then livejournal decided to be a huge tool and the world became small and ridiculous and I decided that, while I hadn't updated my livejournal in years I really ought to start blogging or at least appropriately mark blogs so that if they're MH related people can know to avoid and perhaps I won't be the "girl who cried wolf" (or at least remain just the girl with wolves in her walls)

So the ultimate conclusion is, I'm a lot more mature then I was (at least I think I am) so maybe I can have a blog to talk about things that are of interest to me without dissolving into fits of looking back in my blog and flipping out about the ups and downs that I make and the things that I want to talk about.

The thing is that I do most of my blog on tumblr and most of my blog stuff is actually shits and giggles related. I blog a lot about horror movies, movies in general, costuming, and nerdly pursuits. Occasionally I might have something to say in regards to Social Justice or Mental Health issues. Here's the thing about that. I'm just an uneducated boob from Southern California who's had a few experiences. I don't...really post opinions or rants or freakouts anymore. If I do they'll be appropriately marked and I'll be sure to warn you guys.

Point being-as I said-I'm an uneducated boob. I like encouraging discussion however. If you want to correct me or offer new opinions or you know-show me something else-I ask that you do that respectfully and calmly. I don't participate in discussions that I can't offer anything to, and if you simply rant about how wrong I am or about how much fail I'm made of I reserve the right to terminate our discussions. It won't be because I don't want to talk to you however. It'll be because...I literally have nothing else I can offer. How many times do you honestly want to hear "I'm sorry I'll do things differently from now on?"

I roleplay. A great big list of who I roleplay is available at [community profile] wolvesinwalls which is probably the most comprehensive list to date. It's classed by Hogwarts House, and each entry for currently active headmuses is detailed with their daemon, their patronus, and a link to their journals and mirrors thereof.

If you guys have a yen to thread with a particular character either there or other places you guys can leave a comment here or on [community profile] wolvesinwalls.

Some fun real life facts-I was in a Repo! the Genetic Opera shadowcast for two years after extensive work on the street team for lionsgate.

I've been in the back of a police car (not once, not twice, but three times) and still manages to harbor a desire to work with the police.

I've been homeless-not talking couch surfing but actual living in shelters in the system homeless. Status is currently upgraded to couch surfing.

I've been told I'm marginally intelligent. Fandoms include SAW, Repo, Steampunk, Lionsgate Films in general, vampires, Batman (primarily Nolanverse)

And honestly the more explanations that you ask for the less fun it is as we end up getting to know each other.

If you guys are interested in following my internet life (it really is a sort of duality isn't it) You guys can also check out the following websites.

Facebook | Tumblr | LJ Fanfiction (A) | LJ Fanfiction (B) | Writing Tumblr | Polyvore | Reddit | Ravelry | Plurk


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And that is why that girl is called a tease.

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